therapy

[edit] just saw krist's blog entry. she couldn't have said it better (: when i started that dance. i had so much turmoil within me, the happy memories, the sweet times, and the heartache. hence ardor. haha, few saw the connection. but it was a healing process. for me, and i hope for you too. i'm trying very hard to shut that door, but maybe its cos smthing's blocking me or that i can't bear to, i'm still trying to this day. i don't know how to express the feelings inside of me when someone recognizes the emotions and experiences i put into the dance, and supported me throughout. i'm so glad you did latin krist. you did not screw up your solo. you were fab, and i really appreciate the effort you and yong neng put in despite everything (: i love you mucho mucho mucho [even though you keep running from my kisses. haha] MUACKS [/edit]

today was rather therapeutic (: great ppl, good food, sarcasm. heaven. haha

wagyu beef. toasting our hands. palm-reading. comfy seats. soya sauce. cooking. lovely cakes. bitchy gay waiter. hella expensive custom made cake. meringues. canele. meidi-ya. japanese goodies heaven. grocery shopping. pretty sweets. japanese pickles. seaweed crackers.

no one can take my mind off things like you guys do (: missing mingkie poo.

gp was not bad.

post production dance night party was fun (: just felt really soothing to sit with all e dancers, wowing and whooping during 'so you think you can dance' haha. and then all e nonsense games. very very sweet gifts from e juniors. grins. miss hei bai pei. i love you my j1 dancers. esp goldfish and viola. my two absolute darlings. haha.

econs s test tmr. screwed to say e least -.- i don't want to get ungraded!

: some might say :: oasis :